I know it is time to tell Ben, I just need courage to do so. He hugged me this evening, and rubbed on my back for a minute or two, and said, "Don't take this the wrong way, but your whole body has really been changing since I've met you." He goes on to say how trim I am, and how much more muscle I have, etc. He hugged me again, and lifted me up off the ground. Wait, let me say that again... HE LIFTED ME UP OFF THE GROUND! ME...OFF...THE...GROUND.
He went on later to say a bit later that he was starting to feel a bit self conscience about his own body image. I immediately reassured him that he was PERFECT for me.
Here is hoping I find the courage SOON!