I try to be very candid about my feelings in this blog. This blog was started two years ago as a way for me to process how all the changes that were affecting me. I'm glad it has helped and humored a few other people along the way, but that is still the sole purpose. Last night the mental battle kicks up a few notches while having dinner. I started to think and obsess about the number on the scale. The number is fine, and I know I need to not worry but I was. Life has special events, and it is ok to splurge at these events. My problem before was just that I treated every day as a special event, and allowed myself to always eat what I wanted. So what if the scale goes up today....I was celebrating something special, and that is more important.
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Sounds like you had a wonderful night! Happy Anniversary! We have a restaurant here in Chicago that also spins around (it's at the top of the John Hancock building) but I've always imagined it would be difficult to eat there. I get motion sickness at the slightest movement (unless I'm driving) so that doesn't seem like something I could handle :( But the view over your should looks amazing!
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